^Force ^Contend ~survival~ ~abuse~

Figure

An excess number of turtles all aiming for a single piece of bread.

Annotate

  1. ^Consider our ^Own ^Mind as ^Alone, ^Better or ^BEST in ~yield~ to ~temptation~ or in ^Lack of ^Humility. 
    1. ^Believe every ~mode~ in ourselves as though it were our world without ~symbol~. 
    2. ^Doubt every ~mode~ in others and our world as though it were nothing. 
  2. ^Feel ^Shame or ^Disgust for our ^Desire, ^Lack or ^Happiness and ^Hide it or ^Work for it yet ^Believe it a ^Need. 
  3. ^Worry to ^Find a ~source~, ~target~ or ~answer~ to our ^Desire, our ^Hollow ^Mind or our ~silly~ ~wish~. 
    1. ^Ignore ~consequence~ and ~opposition~ to our ~desire~ or ~happiness~ without ~respect~ to our ~self~ nor ~privacy~ to our ~target~ ~long-term~. 
    2. ^Care only to ^Avoid ~all~ ~consequence~ and ~opposition~ to our ~desire~ or ~happiness~. 
  4. ^Anticipate to ^Win-or-lose it or to ^Receive ^Reward from it and ^Test to ^Take it. 
    1. ^Find ~minimum~ ~consequence~ from it. 
    2. The ~satiety~ to ^Remain in ^Want of it. 
  5. ^Build and ^Sustain a ^Perfect ^Roadblock for it. 
    1. ^Defend it in ^Hate or ^Independence. 
    2. ^Hide it in ^Shame or ^Cooperation. 
  6. ^Never ^Break ^Free from it nor ^Let others ^Go or ^Leave it.  ^Repeat it yet don't ^Watch nor ^Look except in ^Focus of it. 
    1. ^Find a ^Mask to ^Remain in ^Shame and ^Disgust of our ~self~, ~PATH~, ~roadblock~ and ~guide~ into it. 
    2. ^Compare to ^Swap or ^Replace our ^Honest ^Hate or ^Guilt to ^Direct ^What we ^Feel about it elsewhere. 
    3. ^Doubt any ^Alternative except to ^Improve our ^Chance to ^Renew our ~time-and-place~ to ^Encourage it. 
    4. ^Attempt ^More ^Disgust or ^Shame for our ~target~ until we ^Hold ^No ~alternative~ ~space~ for ^Guilt. 
  7. ^Tempt, ^Deceive or ^Judge in ~chaos~ ^Now until we ~win-or-lose~ our ~self~, ~mind~ or ~foundation~. 
    1. ^Change or ^Contend for ^More distortion so that we ^Depart from ^Truth, ^Good, ^Family or ^Love. 

Subject

^Force is a mode of ^Change that may ^Tend to ^Make ourselves and others even ^More resistant in ~mind~, so we might have too much of it ^When we or others seem to ^Become ^More obstinate without explanation.  For those ^Who ~live~ in a universe which has physical forces to ^Organize it; therefore we at times ^Find ourselves the ~subject~ or ~target~ of this ~mode~.  This is the strongest mode of ^Change, so it is the strongest as a mode which means it is the hardest to ^Break from.  ^When a ~direct~ ~force~ is upon us in ~base~ of ^Strength or ^Weakness, an ~equal~ and ~opposite~ ^Force may manifest within us also of ^Need.  Therefore ^When we resist a ~mode~ in others or in our world, we ~end~ up with our ~own~ mode as though a distortion were in some ~sense~ contagious. 

Target

A necessary ~evil~.  Anytime we must ^Defend a ~weakness~ in our ~family~ or ^Mind in ~accord~ to ^Law for sake of our ~survival~.  Anytime we must ^Refuse our ~self~, ~family~ or a ~foundation~ but cannot access any other mode of control.  Automatically: anytime a ^Force is acting upon us. 

Such lopsided control will ^Tend to ^Harm ourselves, others and our world.  However, the ^Force of gravity has been ~wonderful~ to ^Improve the ^Force in us to sit, squat, walk, and run, so often we may be ^Grateful to ^Contend, too. 

Gravity may ^Be ^STRONG to ^Hold you down, and I am so ^Sorry about the weight of ~abuse~ in us.  I ^Still ^Want to ^Ask, ^Who can ^Take ^Notice of the ~sorrow~ in it as we ^Flower to ^Dance, skip, ^Stretch or ^Move in ~independence~ of it?  In that, our ^Aim to ^Sustain ~perfect~ ~happiness~ of heart I pray we ^Find relief and ~peace~.  I ^Know its ^Force is ^Still upon us even ^When we ^Fall.  Yet I ^Hope and ^Fight for the ^Hour, ^Day, ^Week, ^Month or ^Year that my ^PATH to ^Leave it may ^Become ^Again as ^Free as ^Flight. 

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